The Journey

 This message was preached at First Baptist Church on March 22, 2026, five weeks after Joyce passed away.

My oldest daughter, Lynn, and I were alone with Joyce at the Hospice House.  It was Saturday night on Valentine’s Day.  Everyone had been there that day.  All four children and their families; almost all the grandchildren.  They all had a chance to say goodbye to Gmommy, Grandmommy, to Momma.  

 

Lynn and I were spending the night with her.  Ray Nance, Sang, and Ella Rae were there and when they left I told them that I would let them know if anything changed.

 

As Lynn and I were talking, we were reminiscing and I said: “Lynn, do you know the first time I met your mom?”

 

It was October 16, 1977, and the Pollocksville Baptist Church had invited me to preach a “trial sermon.”  It was a great day.  The little church was full, the atmosphere was happy and welcoming.  I preached on the Prodigal Son, which was about the only sermon I had, well, the only good one.

 

I vaguely remember all the people coming out the front door, but I distinctly remember a young couple.  I remember them because the wife said, "Hello, my name is Joyce and this is my husband, Ernie."  

 

The church had a nice covered dish and when it was over I was preparing to go back to Wake Forest when a little girl ran up to me, she was 10 years old.  “Are you going to be our new teacher?” she asked.  

 

The little girl was Paula, Paula Lynn, the oldest daughter of Joyce and Ernie.

 

The next Sunday I stood by the only phone on the 3^rd floor of Johnson Dorm at Old Wake Forest and told the other guys they could not use it until I got my phone call.  The phone rang and Nicky Miller, the chair of the Pulpit Committee said, “Congratulations.  The church just voted unanimously to call you as our pastor."

 

But then he added; “we have had a terrible tragedy.”  

 

On Monday, the day after my trial sermon, Ernie took his little boat out on the Trent River.  It was the first day of hunting season.  Ernie never came home.  They found his boat floating upside down in the river.  

 

When I received that phone call on Sunday, Ernie had been missing for six days.  The next day I drove to Pollocksville.  

 

I walked into the living room of Joyce’s home and saw her standing in the hallway.  The unbelievable stress of the situation was showing.  She walked up to me and we hugged each other.  She said, “When they find his body, will you do his funeral.”

 

I told Lynn there was an immediate connection.  I don’t know how to explain it, but I knew that Joyce and I shared a kindred spirit. 

They found his body on Wednesday and I conducted the funeral on Saturday. 

 

I was a new pastor and I was trying to be very attentive to Joyce’s needs and those of her family.  I can’t tell you exactly when it happened, when I started to feel an attraction to Joyce.  But I can tell you that when Thanksgiving rolled around, Joyce kindly informed me that I had done my duty as a pastor and I did not need to see them anymore.  

 

But then came the Sunday in December when Joyce was going to decorate the Christmas tree with her children.  Paula Lynn found me at church and invited me to come and help.  When I showed up at the door, Joyce said, “What are you doing here?  I thought I told you not to come back.”

 

But Paula Lynn spoke up and said, “Momma, I invited him to come and help decorate the tree.”  

 

After Christmas things moved quickly.  The little town of Pollocksville was transformed into Peyton Place, and if you don’t understand that reference you are still young.  The new preacher was dating the young widow with the three children.  There was drama and scandal all around.  

 

On Valentine’s Day in 1978 I proposed to Joyce. 

 

She said, “It’s too early.”  

 

I said, that’s okay, we can wait as long as you want to wait but I intend to marry you, because I love you.  We waited until August. And on August 7 at 7 p.m., Paula Lynn, along with Della and Knight, walked us down the aisle as we promised to be faithful in sickness and in health till death do us part.  

 

People said that I just felt sorry for Joyce.  People said it wouldn’t last. Which I think is why for the past few months when someone would ask Joyce how she was doing, she would look at me and say, “Tell them how many years we have been married!”   

 

48, I would say.  48 years.  48 wonderful years.  

 

Joyce was my wife, my best friend, and my partner in ministry.  Not many people know that as a young girl, she had received a call to ministry.  She had come early to GA’s one night and was alone in the church.  She said she stood in the pulpit and pretended to preach when she was overwhelmed by the presence of Jesus who spoke to her and called her to do something special with her life. 

 

But life happens.  She was married when she was 17, primarily to escape a volatile home situation, and now she had 3 children.  

 

But God wasn’t finished with her calling.  She quickly became the Preacher’s Wife, and what a Preacher’s Wife she was.  Rod Penry always told her that she needed to go to Preacher’s Wife School because she broke the mold.  

 

And yes, she was an unconventional preacher’s wife, but in ways large and small, she encouraged me, she supported me, and she enriched the life of the church.  

 

Most of you remember that Joyce was always doing something with her hands, she knitted, crocheted, cross-stitched, Gail Lanning even tried to teach her how to Tat.  

 

When Sue Brown started the prayer shawl ministry, Joyce quickly started making prayer shawls.  She gave one to Irene Brady who was dying of cancer.  Irene wrote the most beautiful note.  She said that when she wrapped that shawl around her, she could feel the love of her church family, and the love of God. 

 

Joyce always made a senior afghan for one of the graduating seniors. I received a touching note from Colin Beamer, who came all the way from Raleigh to attend the funeral.  Colin wrote: “I still have the shawls she made for me back when I went off to NC State.  I will cherish them forever!”

 

And of course, you all know the special joy that Joyce found in later years crafting beautiful Chrismons for our Chrismon tree.

 

In 2010 Joyce and I took over the youth ministry in our church.  The years we spent working with our young people were some of the happiest and most fulfilling years of our ministry.  I must say this, I could not have done this without Tommy Wilson.  Tommy assumed a greater role of ministry so Joyce and I could devote our time to the young people.  

 

Eight years ago, we traveled to the Holy Land and on February 27, 2018, I baptized Joyce in the Jordan River.  The picture that so many of you have seen of that day was taken by Robin Team.  

 

It was a moment of profound faith, commitment and love.  Little did we know that the next 8 years would take us on a journey of heartache, pain, confusion, and suffering and it would result in Joyce gathering at the river that flows by the throne of God.

 

It was little things at first, things that we look back on now and realize what was happening. 

 

Remember when we had a rope, that nice velvet rope, around the Chrismon Tree?  Joyce was convinced that people had stolen Chrismons from the tree.  But they had not.  She wanted to put a camera on the tree.  Part of dementia is paranoia, in her mind people were going to steal something of great value, and there was nothing Joyce valued more than those beautiful Chrismons.

 

We were in the car one day, in a rush and I needed to write a check.  I gave her the checkbook and asked her to write a check to somebody.  She fumbled with it for a few minutes and then I realized that Joyce, who had a been a banker, did not know how to write a check anymore.

It was first diagnosed as Mild Cognitive Impairment, but it quickly changed to dementia.  The day the doctor told us Joyce had dementia she told Joyce that she did not want her driving anymore.  Joyce didn’t hear the dementia part, but she sure heard the part about not driving.  Three months later the doctor followed up with a phone visit.  When she asked how things were going, Joyce quickly said, just fine. I’m driving everywhere I want to go, even though she had not been behind the wheel.  

 

We went through all the different stages of dementia.  Even though I resisted at first, I finally started taking Joyce to the Life Center and that was a tremendous blessing.  Catherine and the staff at the Life Center were my angels for the better part of last year.  

 

But the dementia continued to progress.  Joyce loved her little dog, Sweet Pea.  Sweet Pea had her own health problems, but I was afraid Joyce would trip and fall over Sweet Pea in the house.  In October, I carried Sweet Pea to Dr. Ralph Ashley and we put Sweet Pea to sleep.

 

I didn’t know how Joyce would react, but she never missed Sweet Pea.  She never asked about Sweet Pea.  That was how much she had declined.

 

I decided in November that it was time to place Joyce in Memory Care. I simply could not provide the level of care that she needed and deserved.  She was scheduled to move in December 29.  But the day after Christmas, Joyce was hospitalized with pneumonia and the flu.  She never really recovered.  We spent four days in the hospital and 5 weeks at Abbott’s Creek.  She finally made it to memory care, but was really too weak to stay.  On Thursday night, February 12, Joyce fell out of the bed during the night.  

 

The Hospice nurse came in the morning.  Before the day was over, we were at the Hospice House.  And then came Saturday, February 14. 

 

What have I learned from our journey?  There are four things:

 

We cannot go around suffering, but we can go through it.

 

I don’t think I ever really asked why.  I have been around suffering long enough to know that no one is immune, the rain falls on the just and the unjust, some suffering is almost inevitable in every life.  We cannot avoid suffering, but we can go through suffering because Jesus went through suffering.  The way is never easy, from a garden called Gethsemane, to the house of Caiaphas, to the Roman Fortress with Pontius Pilate, to a hill called Calvary.

 

Jesus not only suffered for us, but he suffers with us. When our hearts are broken, his heart is broken. When we suffer, Jesus shares in our suffering, he identifies with our suffering, and gives us the strength to go through it because he went through it.

 

Paul wrote: “So we do not lose heart. Though our outer nature is wasting away, our inner nature is being renewed every day. For this slight momentary affliction is preparing for us an eternal weight of glory beyond all comparison”

 

In the words of Soren Kirkegard, “There is in life one blessed joy: to follow Christ unto death; and there is in death one last blessed joy; to follow Christ to life.” 

 

Eyes blinded by tears cannot see the stars.

 

The seven weeks between Christmas and Valentine’s Day were the hardest, most difficult weeks of my life, and it was even worse for Joyce.  Ray Nance said, “The valley of the shadow of dementia is worse than the valley of the shadow of death.”  That is very true. 

 

On Christmas Day, Joyce was fairly independent physically, she could walk, she could feed herself, she could take care of her needs. But after being in the hospital, she could not walk, she could not feed herself, she could not do anything for herself. . . it was humiliating, degrading, agonizing, and she did not understand what going on, she often would say, why are you doing this to me.  

 

The worse day was the day of Tommy’s funeral.  It was already such a difficult day.  Della was coming to stay with Joyce.  About 30 minutes before the funeral, Della called me.  “Daddy, Momma is dehydrated.  They are trying to put an IV in, but they cannot.  They say they need to put in a pic line, but they can’t do that without your permission.” 

 

They had to call a nurse from Charlotte.  It was an agonizing process, very painful.  My job was to hold Joyce and keep her from moving.  The nurse kept saying, “You can’t let her move.  You can’t let her move.”

 

Joyce did not understand any of this.  She kept saying, “Why?  Why are you doing this to me?”  I just about killed me.

 

That was when I said, we can’t continue to do this.  This has to stop.  

 

I never really thought that God had forsaken me, I knew God was there, but I must be honest, I could not see God.  He was hidden from me.  Eyes blinded by tears cannot see the stars.

 

Even though I could not see God then, I look back now and realize that God was sending reminders that he was still there.  He sent his angels.  Many of those angels were you.

You were so faithful to come and visit, many of you stayed with Joyce for a few hours, you came to feed her, what a blessing that was, you came to be with her.  She may not have responded, I know she couldn’t call your name, but I have no doubt that Joyce knew she was surrounded by love. 

 

Love never dies, love is not diminished by sickness, suffering, and death.

 

The hardest part of the journey for me was that I often felt totally helpless and there were many times I was helpless.  You know the look of dementia, there were times that Joyce would look at me with those eyes that were pleading, help, help me.  

 

It was as if she was drowning, and I was reaching trying to save her, to pull her out of the abyss, to keep her from leaving me . . . but nothing I could do could save her.  It was at times the most helpless and hopeless feeling of my life. 

 

I kept reminding myself of something that I have often said to families who had gone through similar situations.  You have not been helpless, you have given your loved one the greatest gift of all, the gift of love.  

 

But my own words rang hollow.

 

It was not until later that I started to see that even though I thought I had lost everything, I had not lost love.

 

There were times she did not know me, but when she did she often said I love you.  And I constantly told her that I loved her.  

 

The Saturday before Joyce died I was in Indiana for the funeral of Dave Colescott’s father.  Della came to stay with Joyce.  Even though Della had been there a couple of weeks before, she was shocked at how much her mother had declined.  Della started to cry.  Joyce saw this and motioned for Della to come to her.  She did and Joyce said to her very clearly: “I’m your mother.  I love you.  Stop crying.  God will take care of this.”

 

I had some wonderful ladies who were staying with Joyce at night at Abbotts Creek.  With the ice storm coming I knew that they could not be there, so I decided to stay with Joyce the whole time.  I brought a sleeping bag and the wonderful staff at Abbotts Creek brought me a mattress to place on the floor.  For over a week, I slept on the floor beside Joyce’s bed.

 

The day we moved Joyce to Brookdale was the Friday before the big snow.  It started snowing that night and I could not get to her.  On the third night they called me from Brookdale.  They said, “Mr. Howell, we need to let you know that we found your wife on the floor beside her bed.  She did not fall.  She placed a blanket on the floor.  She was there on purpose.”

 

I told them that I knew why Joyce was on the floor.  She was looking for me.  Love never dies. 

 

We give up those whom we love not to death, but to a living Christ.  

 

A few years ago, when my mother was dying, my good friend, Arnetta Beverly sent me a message.  She simply said, “The Angels are Hovering.”  I thought about that on Saturday at the Hospice House.

 

 The Angels hovered to give our family time to gather.  The angels hovered until everyone was gone . .  Lynn and I were alone and Lynn said, I think that is way Momma wanted it . . it was Lynn who invited me to come back and be a part of their lives when Joyce had seen enough of that preacher. 

 

9:48 p.m. the angels descended and they gently lifted Joyce out of the dark veil of dementia into the glorious light of the presence of Christ who embraced her with loving arms.  And I told her, Honey you don’t have dementia anymore.

 

 

 

 

It's Been a While

 It’s been a while.  

Over three years actually, since I have posted anything on my Blog.  I had only one post in 2023 after we had returned from the Holy Land.  I haven’t posted anything since then, primarily because my life has been turned upside down.

I had noticed some issues with Joyce’s memory.  We went to a neurologist who diagnosed her with “Mild Cognitive Impairment.”  She explained that Joyce could remain about where she was or she could get worse.  But she would not get better.  

She got worse. 

She was diagnosed with dementia and things started to decline, slowly at first but then very rapidly.  

Early last year in 2025, I placed Joyce in the Life Center.  It’s an adult day care that specializes in dementia.  They are wonderful, so kind and compassionate.  They became my angels.

We started going two days a week but soon increased to five days.  Joyce thought she was going to work at the Life Center.  She never realized that she was going because she needed it.  

It got to the point that I could not leave Joyce, not even to go for a walk in the neighborhood.  I was with her constantly and it was becoming a 24/7 responsibility.

Melissa Routh, who was battling pancreatic cancer, contacted me and recommended that I read “The 36-Hour Day.”  The title says it all . . . it never ends.

I finally reached the very painful decision to place Joyce in Memory Care.  We had made arrangements for her to begin on December 29.  But the day after Christmas, she became ill with pneumonia and the flu.  I called 911.  She was transported to the hospital where she spent 4 days.  Then we moved to Abbotts Creek for five weeks of Rehab.  

The first week we were in Abbotts Creek was not good.  Joyce was barely eating and not responding to therapy.  I talked to Hospice on the doctor’s recommendation.  But then Joyce started to improve and our hopes increased. We hoped she would still be able to go to Memory Care.  

We moved to Brookdale for Memory Care on January 30.  Joyce was there for 13 days.  On the night of February 12, Joyce fell out of the bed.  The next morning, we called the Hospice Nurse.  Before the day was over we had moved to the Hospice House.  Joyce died around 9:50 p.m. on the night of February 14, Valentine’s Day.  

Joyce has been gone for over two months now, but it is not getting any easier.  In fact, in many ways it is much more difficult.  I thought it might help if I started to write again.  I know it will be good for me, and I hope it will help others.  

People ask me how I am doing.  I usually say, “Okay” or “Hanging in there.”  But the truth is I am not okay.  How can you be okay when your wife of 48 years is gone?   

I did not speak at the funeral.  Ray Nance did and he was outstanding.  My daughter, Lynn, spoke and she was very eloquent.  All five of our grandchildren shared Scripture readings.  The choir was fantastic.  They sang “Shall We Gather at the River” and “The Majesty and Glory of Your Name.”  The church was full.  I could not have asked for anything more.  

The day after the funeral I started delivering flowers.  I took flowers to Abbotts Creek, Brookdale, and the Life Center.  I took flowers to the Spa where Joyce got her hair and nails done.  I took them to the cleaners where they were always so kind to her and to the funeral home for the compassionate service they provided.  I took them to the hospital to thank them for their excellent care.  And I left flowers at the church, the church she loved and served.  

I had plenty to keep me busy.  On March 22, I delivered a sermon titled “The Journey.”   It was my personal story of all we had been through.   I will share it in the next post.  

 

Surely The Lord Is In This Place

    

I just returned from my seventh trip to the Holy Land.  Seventeen pilgrims made this journey.  I have stressed that this is a pilgrimage, not a trip . . . because as people of faith we see this journey in a different perspective. 

 

I am sometimes asked if it ever gets old—traveling to Israel.  It does not.  I learn new truths every time I go, but the greatest joy for me is to see the transformation that takes place in the lives of those who travel with me.  

It has caused me to ponder the power of pilgrimage.  With that in mind, here are some reflections:

 

What is it about this place that pulls us into its presence?  How do we explain this mysterious force that draws us, this mystical call that beckons us, this ethereal conviction that persuades us to go to a country where there is a constant travel advisory and family and friends worry about our safety?  Why do we pay thousands of dollars to fly 6,000 miles to a troubled land full of jagged rocks, barren wilderness, and intense political division?

 

 

 

Of all the places on the face of the earth, why this land?  The answer is found not in where we go, but why we go; not in our destination but our determination, for we go not as tourists, but as pilgrims, we are not on holiday but on a holy journey.  We travel to Palestine, not because it is the nation of Israel, but because it is the Holy Land, the land of the Bible.  

 

To understand the power that draws us to the distant land, we must understand the nature of holiness.  We stand on the Mount of Olives not merely to marvel at the beautiful vista, but because the crucible of the Passion is played out before our very eyes.  Our physical eyes see the glowing Dome of the Rock, but our spiritual eyes see the majestic Temple of Jesus’ day.  We can visualize the palm fronds and hear the shouts of “Hosanna” as the humble man from Galilee rides a donkey through the Golden Gate into the Holy City.  

 

We walk into a Byzantine church, stand in a menagerie of jostling humanity, listening to a cacophony of languages, all clamoring to reach one spot that rests down steep steps through a narrow door in an ancient cave.  We kneel down to touch a slimy rock as millions have done before us, touching the rock in Bethlehem where God knelt down to touch the earth 2,000 years ago.  And when we do—we feel the power, we are overcome with the mysterious presence and we know why Simon Montefiore wrote that this land has become “the essential place on earth for communication between God and man.”

 

 Isn’t God everywhere and can’t we communicate with God anywhere we may be?  Of course, we can.   And for that very reason I resisted traveling to the Holy Land for many years.   But when I did make my first journey over 25 years ago, I experienced the reality of “Sacred Space,” of what Montefiore calls “Holiness.”   

 

As we sailed in a little boat on the Sea of Galilee a gentle breeze caressed my face and suddenly I was overcome with a powerful sense of contentment, fulfillment, and peace—what the Bible calls “Shalom.”  I had the strange sensation that I had been there before.  Then I realized that indeed I had been there on the Sea of Galilee my entire life.  From the time I was a small child in Sunday School, to a teenager on a mission trip, to a college student studying religion—this was my spiritual center.  I had traveled half way around the world to come home.  

 

Montefiore wrote:  “Many atheistic visitors are repelled by this holiness, seeing it as infectious superstition in a city suffering a pandemic of righteous bigotry. But that is to deny the profound human need for religion without which it is impossible to understand Jerusalem. Religions must explain the fragile joys and perpetual anxieties that mystify and frighten humanity: we need to sense a greater force than ourselves.”

And that is a number of your friends and neighbors recently experienced; “a greater force than ourselves,” as we traveled to the Holy Land on a pilgrimage of faith.  From a stirring sunrise over the Sea of Galilee, to the cold waters of the Jordan River rejoicing in baptisms, to the lonely and chilling pit where Jesus was held at the house of Caiaphas hours before his crucifixion, to the tomb that remains as empty today as it was 2,000 years ago, the force of life and light inspired and illuminated our dynamic pilgrimage.  And we echoed the proclamation of Jacob centuries ago, “Surely the Lord is in this place, and I did not know it.” 

 

 

It Is Still A Wonderful World

  

It has been a long time, too long really, since I have written a column in this space.  My last column was in August of last year, almost 11 months ago!  I was recovering from cancer surgery and I shared the blessings I had received through that unexpected journey.  When I heard the words that my pathology report was “fantastic—praise the Lord!”  I thought my brush with serious illness was over.  All I needed to do was regain my strength and life would return to normal.  Little did I know.  

 

We live in a wonderful neighborhood for walking.  I started a focused walking regiment in which I was gradually increasing my time and distance. It wasn’t easy at first, but I had increased to over four miles each day.  Joyce said I was overdoing it!

 

On a particularly beautiful November morning, I was thinking about how blessed I was.  The leaves were turning, a deer crossed the road in front of me, and I was cancer free!  I could almost hear Louis Armstrong singing, “What A Wonderful World.”  

 

Then, it happened.

 

My left ankle started to hurt.  I didn’t recall twisting it or stepping the wrong way, but I was seriously limping by the time I got back to the house.  When I took off my shoe, my ankle had swollen dramatically.  

 

“Oh, my goodness,” I said.  “I’ve sprained my ankle.”   I should have listened to Joyce.

 

I contacted my Orthopedic Doctor and good friend, Gordon Kammire.  He told me to come in right away.  When he looked at my ankle he said, “Your ankle is angry at you, Ray.  Your body is trying to tell you something.”

 

My body was trying to tell me that I had injured my Achilles Tendon.  It had not ruptured, but it was close.  The official diagnosis was acute Achilles tendinitis.  I was fitted for a boot.  My walking days had come to an inglorious end! 

 

All through the holidays, I wore that dadgum boot.   It was especially awkward when I was leading worship.  Just getting up out of a chair was a struggle.  I had a couple of people tell me that they felt so sorry for me as they watched me during our Christmas Eve service.

 

But the new year brought new hope.  My Achilles was healing and finally Dr. Kammire told me that I could retire that dadgum boot.  I could even start walking again, but . . . don’t overdo it!!   

 

I was being a good boy, and I was not overdoing it, but I noticed that my left leg was constantly swollen.  I returned to see my good doctor who decided that after we ruled out a blood clot, which we did, I would need an MRI to determine what was going on.  

 

I had just finished my Thursday morning Bible Study at the YMCA when Dr. Kammire called me with the results.  “You have a condition called lymphedema,” he said.  

 

I had never heard of it.

 

When I had my cancer surgery, my surgeon removed several lymph nodes surrounding the prostate which is very common.  I guess it never occurred to me that those lymph nodes were there for a reason!  

 

The lymphatic system is a network of lymph vessels, tissues, and organs that carry lymph fluid throughout the body.  It is part of the immune system and helps to protect the body from infection, maintaining body fluid levels, absorbing digestive tract fats and removing cellular waste.  Lymphedema occurs when the lymph fluid is not able to flow through the body the way it should, resulting in a build-up of fluid, which explained why my leg was constantly swollen.

 

The Achilles injury had triggered a traffic jam in my left leg and lymphedema was the result.  I quickly learned that I was not alone with this condition.  Many women who have breast surgery develop lymphedema in one of their arms.  

 

Since the lymph fluid was not moving in my leg, it was necessary to move it manually.  It would require physical therapy.  I was thinking that after a few weeks of PT, I would be completely healed.  

 

I was wrong.   

 

There is no cure for lymphedema.  It will never heal; the goal is to keep it under control. 

 

After a few weeks of therapy, my therapist ordered a device for me called a Lympha Press. It is a pneumatic compression pump, made in Israel, that stimulates the lymphatic fluid in my leg.  I use it for an hour each night and it always decreases the swelling in my leg.   

 

My world is different now.  In addition to the daily Lympha Press treatment, I must wear compression socks.  They make quite the fashion statement with shorts!  And because regular shoes are difficult to wear, I wear Hokas—all the time, even on Sunday.  I call them my Hoda Kotbs. But the good news is that I am walking again.  I won’t be walking 4 miles a day, but I walk about a mile and a-half most mornings.  And, I am still cancer free!  

 

Yes, the journey continues, not as fast as it was going before, but it does continue . . . and you know what, it is still a wonderful world!

 

 

A Journey of Blessing

  

For the past two months I have been on a journey.  I can tell you exactly where I was and what I was doing when I learned I had cancer.  

 

We had just completed the June Executive Committee Meeting at Lexington Medical Center.  It was our first in-person meeting since the beginning of the Pandemic.  COVID cases were declining.  As we sat around the conference table and enjoyed a light lunch after the meeting, we were talking about how good it was for life to be returning to normal.  As I walked out into the bright sunlight of a beautiful June day, I was thinking about our church and how, slowly but surely, we were welcoming people back to Sunday School and worship.  That is when my phone buzzed.  

 

It was Dr. Hemal’s office (my urologist) in Winston-Salem.  His nurse asked me if I had a few minutes to talk.  I walked over to the beautiful fountain in front of the hospital as I waited for Dr. Hemal to get on the line.  He started the conversation by saying, “I’m afraid I don’t have good news.” 

 

That was the beginning of a journey that many of you have traveled through the years.  I have always been on the outside, looking in, but now I was the one taking the journey.   As many of you know, it is not easy.  

 

Two days after my surgery at Wake Forest Baptist Hospital, Dr. Hemal walked into my room to check on me before I was discharged.  He told me that I had been blessed. 

 

“We were blessed to find the cancer when we did,” he said.  And because COVID cases are rising so rapidly he added, “And we were blessed to be able to have the surgery when we did.”

 

This week I received another blessing.  My pathology report came back clean.  The bone scan, MRI, tissue samples, and lymph nodes all came back with no trace of cancer.  Dr. Hemal said, “The pathology report looks fantastic.”

 

The greatest blessing that I have received during this journey is the constant assurance of God’s love and grace.  This has been demonstrated through the love and care of my family, through your many expressions of prayerful intercession, love, and support, and through the gifted healthcare professionals who have allowed God to use their gifts of healing.   

 

Early on Monday morning, August 16, I felt your prayers.  Then, as a compassionate nurse who has worked at Baptist Hospital for 45 years was preparing me for surgery, she took my hand and Joyce’s hand and lifted us up in a beautiful and powerful prayer for comfort and healing.  I had no doubt that I would be just fine, because I was blessed!

 

For the past two months I have been on a journey, a journey of illness, a journey of the unknown, but most of all, a journey of blessing!

 

 

The Epidemic that Saved the Nation

 In April of 1793, George Washington was just beginning his second term as President when Edmond-Charles Genet arrived in Charleston as the new French Ambassador.  “Citizen Genet” came bearing the news that King Louis XVI had been executed and France had declared war on Great Britain.   His arrival was the beginning of a tempest that would threaten the very foundation of the young nation that was still searching to find its identity. 

 

Genet was a charismatic, power-hungry, cunning, and narcissistic man who completely ignored diplomatic protocol and courtesy.  While George Washington was determined to keep the United States out of the French conflict, the impetuous Frenchman ignored the President and made direct appeals to the American people.  He was issuing demands to American ships to make war against British shipping.  He was espousing conspiracy theories designed to persuade the public to strong-arm President Washington to change policy.  

 

He knew how to fire up a crowd and by early summer of 1793 the American pot was about to boil over.  The uproar was creating a deep divide within the people and also in the government, exacerbating the already deep fissures between Washington’s Federalists and Jefferson’s Republicans.  Hundreds, and even thousands of raucous people were protesting in front of the President’s house in Philadelphia, threatening to drag Washington out of his house and start a new revolution if he did not take up the French cause.

 

Vice-President John Adams borrowed muskets from the War Department to defend his house amidst the turmoil and wrote: “I am really apprehensive that if our people cannot be persuaded to be more decent, they will draw down calamities upon our country, that will weaken us to such a degree that we shall not recover.”

As the protests grew larger and more violent, Washington, Federalists, and increasing numbers of Republicans were fearful that the protests were spiraling out of control.  The bold experiment in a Constitutional Republic was in danger of dissolving.  

Then came the Yellow Fever.  

The city of Philadelphia, the temporary seat of the Federal Government, lost over 10% of its citizens, over 5,000 died from this terrible outbreak.  It was one of the most severe and deadly epidemics in American history.  

No one knew what caused the Yellow Fever in 1793.  It is a repugnant and horrific disease. It would be over 100 years before Dr. Walter Reed would make the connection between Yellow Fever and mosquitos.  But what people did know was that they needed to flee the city to avoid the disease.  And that is what thousands did, including the entire federal government.  

Dr. Benjamin Rush, one of the signers of the Declaration of Independence, stayed in the city to treat the sick.  Even though he didn’t understand the causes of the disease (he thought it was bad air in the city), his presence gave hope and comfort to many.

The epidemic not only stopped the protests, but it did something else.  It unified the divided government.  Once cold weather hit, the Yellow Fever disappeared because the mosquitos were gone.   But the life and death struggle of the virus and the time away from Philadelphia gave all government leaders time to reflect on what was truly important.  When Congress did meet again in December, there was a different attitude of respect and trust.  

Years later John Adams reflected on the events of 1793 and wrote to Thomas Jefferson, “The coolest and firmest minds have given their opinions to me, that nothing but the Yellow Fever could have saved the United States from a total revolution of government.”

Did the Yellow Favor save our nation?  Well, if it didn’t save our nation it certainly was a wake-up call for a country that was in danger of falling apart due to intense polarization.  Dr. James Roger Sharp, Professor Emeritus in History from Syracuse University makes this observation:

“This polarization, in 1793 as well as today, rejects one essential aspect of a democratic society: a belief in the legitimacy of a loyal opposition. To view one’s opponents as disloyal and not to be trusted eats at the very heart of a representative republic. There must be an underlying consensus between the major parties that despite differences, major and minor, there is an acceptance of your opponent as ultimately loyal and supportive of the Constitution and the republic. Without this acceptance, the traditional two-party system that we are accustomed to cannot function.”

On the façade of the National Archives in Washington, D.C. are the inscribed words: “The Past is Prologue.”  It is so very true.

Funerals and Sea Monsters

 Did you see the funeral?

 

Whose funeral?

 

The funeral of the late most Illustrious and most Exalted Prince Philip, Duke of Edinburgh, Earl of Merioneth and Baron Greenwich, Knight of the Most Noble Order of the Garter, Knight of the Most Ancient and Most Noble Order of the Thistle, Member of the Order of Merit, Knight Grand Cross of the Royal Victorian Order upon whom had been conferred the Royal Victorian Chain, Grand Master and Knight Grand Cross of the Most Excellent Order of the British Empire, Lord High Admiral of the United Kingdom, One of Her Majesty's Most Honourable Privy Council, Admiral of the Fleet, Field Marshal in the Army and Marshal of the Royal Air Force, Husband of Her Most Excellent Majesty Elizabeth the Second by the Grace of God of the United Kingdom of Great Britain and Northern Ireland and of Her other Realms and Territories, Queen, Head of the Commonwealth, Defender of the Faith, Sovereign of the Most Noble Order of the Garter, whom may God preserve and bless with long life, health and honour and all worldly happiness.

 

Ohhh!   That funeral!

 

Millions of people around the world were captivated by the funeral service on April 10 for the late Prince Philip with all of his illustrious titles.  The service was steeped in tradition and was conducted with great British formality and dignity by both the Dean of Windsor and the Archbishop of Canterbury who is the Senior Bishop and the principal leader of the church.  Queen Elizabeth, as the Royal Sovereign, is the actual head of the Church of England.  Her official title is the Supreme Governor of the church and as is noted above, she is also the “Defender of the Faith.”  Both of these titles date back to the reign of Henry VIII. 

When Henry VIII denounced Martin Luther as a heretic, a grateful Pope, Leo X, responded by giving him the title of “Defender of the Faith.”  As we all know, Henry VIII lost favor with the Pope when he asked for a divorce.  When the Pope denied his request, the King responded by renouncing the spiritual authority of the Papacy, proclaiming himself in 1534 as the “supreme head on earth” of the Church of England.  And he decided to keep the title, Defender of the Faith.” 

 

His daughter, Queen Mary, later repealed these titles, but his other daughter, Queen Elizabeth I, reinstated them.  The titles remain to this day.  

 

Today’s Queen Elizabeth who just turned 95 is a very devout Christian with a deep faith who takes her role very seriously.  She is a true "Defender of the Faith" and I am sure the service of hope and faith brought her great comfort. 

The music at the funeral was stunning and most of it was selected by The Duke himself.  One selection paid homage to Prince Philip’s heritage in the Russian Orthodox Church.  He was born as the Prince of Denmark and Greece and was a descendent of the Romanovs of Russia.  Therefore, he selected an ancient Kiev chant from the Russian Orthodox liturgy named “The Russian Kontakion of the Departed.”  This moving selection expresses the sorrow of grief, but reminds us of the Christian hope of everlasting life.  “In the face of sadness, we sing Hallelujahs!”

There was a beautiful arrangement of Psalm 104 that was written at the request of Prince Philip.  It is known as the “Creation Psalm” and would be especially meaningful to a man of the sea.  Verses 25 and 26 read:  “Yonder is the sea, great and wide, which teems with things innumerable, living things both small and great.  There go the ships, and Leviathan which thou didst form to sport in it.”   

The Duke served as an officer in the Royal Navy in the Second World War and was later granted the title:  "Lord High Admiral of the United Kingdom."  This was also the reason for the first Scripture lesson from the book of Ecclesiasticus (not Ecclesiastes).  Written almost 200 years before the birth of Christ by the Jewish scribe, Ben Sira of Jerusalem, the book that is sometimes called the Wisdom of Sirach was very well known in Jesus’ day and used frequently in synagogue worship.  It was not in the Jewish canon, therefore, not in our Old Testament, but can be found in the Apocrypha.   

There are some beautiful passages in this little-known book and I have used parts of the 44th chapter in funeral services.  The passage that was used Saturday is from chapter 43.  The beautiful passage begins, “Look at the rainbow and praise him who made it.”   

It continues: “Those who sail at sea tell stories of its dangers, which astonish all who hear them.  In it are strange and marvelous creatures, all kinds of living things, and huge sea monsters.” 

So, what is all this business about sea monsters? 

Look closely at the creation account in Genesis 1.  When you get to the fifth day we read:  “So God created the great sea monsters and every living creature that moves, with which the waters swarm .  . .” (Genesis 1: 21) 

 

The Hebrew word that is translated “sea monsters” is tannin.  It is very close to the Babylonian word for sea monster which is tiamot.   The ancient Babylonian creation account, known as the Enuma Elis (from on high) is a story of how Marduk (the good God, symbol of life and order) does battle with Tiamot (the evil God, symbol of death and chaos).  Tiamot takes the form of a sea monster.  Marduk prevails and kills Tiamot, then cuts her dead carcass in half.  Half becomes the earth and the other half becomes the heavens.  What a story!

 

When you consider the fact that the book of Genesis was written during the Babylonian captivity, it makes sense that there is a reference to the sea monsters.  However, in the Biblical account, God creates the sea monsters so he has power and control over them.  This is affirmed in other passages of Scripture like Psalm 104 and Isaiah 27:1 that tells us God will slay the dragon that is in the sea.  

Talk of sea monsters may sound antiquated and imaginary, but when you consider the fact that sea monsters were the symbol of chaos in ancient times, maybe they were more than mere mythology. We have been dealing with a monster known as COVID-19.  But God has control over the sea monsters and he has control over COVID-19.  He has given us a sword to slay the COVID-19 monster.  It is called a vaccine.  

 

I have no doubt that the quick development of the vaccines is a miracle from on high.  Now it is up to us to roll up our sleeves and get a vaccine.  It is the only way we can slay this monster!

 

 

 

 

Who Is Your Favorite US President?

 “And so, Gdaddy, who is your favorite President?”

       My granddaughter, Ella Rae, is learning about the American Presidents.  It is wonderful to see her so excited about this endeavor.  She taught me that John Quincy Adams once had a pet alligator in the White House.  She has read books on many of the Presidents, including U.S. Grant, John F. Kennedy, and Ronald Reagan. I told her about hearing former President Harry Truman speak when I was a child and I showed her the invitation I received to have breakfast with “The President of the United States,” when I was invited to the National Prayer Breakfast with President Bill Clinton.  When she asked me to name my favorite President I didn’t have to ponder very long: my answer is Abraham Lincoln.

       Lincoln is at the top of most people’s list and you can justify this with two words, “Emancipation Proclamation.” From the moment Thomas Jefferson proclaimed that, “All men are created equal,” slavery was the Albatross around our nation’s neck.  Our 16^th President not only ended the curse of slavery, but he preserved the Union and created a “new rebirth of freedom.” 

The threat of a national Civil War surfaced as early as the John Adams’ administration, and slavery was always the underlying cause.  It was Lincoln’s incredible sense of grace and desire for reconciliation that enabled us to remain a “United States.”  Any other leader would have exacerbated the division, but Lincoln called for binding up our nation’s wounds “with malice toward none and charity for all.”  His heartfelt belief was that we were not enemies but friends.  

       Lincoln, like an Old Testament prophet, lifted us up to the “better angels of our nature.” Historian Shelby Foote said that before the war, people would say “the United States are.”  But after the war people would say “the United States is.”  He said that sums up what the war accomplished.  We were no longer a collection of independent states, but a “United States of America”—thanks to our greatest President, Abraham Lincoln.

       I told Ella Rae that we should also think about our top five Presidents, after Lincoln of course.  Here are my top five after Lincoln, and an Honorable Mention list of five more.  They are listed chronologically, not in order of importance.  

It would be almost unthinkable to have a list of top Presidents without including George Washington.  The hero of the American Revolution found it easier to lead a war than lead a nation, but as our nation’s first President, Washington adapted, learned the art of compromise and established many important precedents as our only President to be elected unanimously, not once, but twice.  

       President Washington appointed the first cabinet, established the Supreme Court, founded the national bank, instituted the US Navy, and personally supervised the building of the nation’s permanent federal capital city on the banks of the Potomac River—the city that today bears his name.   He is the only President to personally lead troops into battle while in office.  A 1790 address to a synagogue in Rhode Island established a precedent for protecting religious liberty that persists to this day.

       Perhaps the greatest gift our first President gave to us was the way he left office.  He voluntarily relinquished his great power by stepping down after his second term.  Washington’s “Farewell Address” remains one of the most celebrated speeches in American history.  The speech, which is read in its entirety in the United States Senate every year on his birthday, warned against “the baneful effects of the Spirit of Party” and called for a focus on unity, education, and morality.  

       Thomas Jefferson would be the next name on my list, but it comes with a caveat.  The greatest accomplishment of Jefferson’s Presidency was the Louisiana Purchase.  With a stroke of a pen he more than doubled the size of our nation “from sea to shining sea.”  But the Louisiana Purchase would not have been possible without Jefferson’s nemesis and political rival, John Adams.  Adams kept us out of war with France, a war that Jefferson’s Democratic-Republican Party advocated with ferocity.  Our young nation may well have not survived a war with the mighty French.  But because Adams kept the peace and preserved the fledgling Republic, Jefferson was able to negotiate the greatest land deal in our nation’s history.  

       Thomas Jefferson is probably the least deserving name on my list based on his Presidency alone.  Even Jefferson did not merit his Presidency worthy enough to put on his tombstone.  But I include Jefferson for the entire corpus of his life’s work.  He was the wordsmith of the Revolution, an advocate for religious freedom, a proponent of education, the minister to France in the aftermath of the war, and our nation’s first Secretary of State.  Indeed, it was Jefferson who hosted the dinner for James Madison and Alexander Hamilton that led to the great compromise establishing the national bank and securing the federal capital in what is today, Washington, DC.  

       Therefore, Thomas Jefferson is one of my greatest Presidents, riding on the coattails of John Adams, who has earned Honorable Mention status on my list.

       The next name on my list will surprise you, Ulysses S. Grant. Not only am I a son of the South, but Grant has consistently been ranked as one of our worst Presidents.  However, we are beginning to see Grant in a new light.  There is no question that Grant’s Presidency was marked by scandal, but it was simply because this great man was too trusting and a number of unscrupulous men took advantage of him.  For years the scandals have overshadowed his enormous accomplishments.  Andrew Johnson had left the nation deeply divided, but it was Grant who first started to “bind the nation’s wounds.”  He had the heart of Lincoln and extended the olive branch to former Confederate states and soldiers.  His greatest accomplishments, that have been buried for so many years, were in civil rights.  Grant pushed for the 15^th Amendment that granted African-Americans the right to vote.  He used federal troops to fight domestic terrorism against Southern blacks, particularly by the Ku Klux Klan.  If Grant’s policies had been maintained, there never would have been a Jim Crow south. 

       Grant did more for Civil Rights than any other American President before Lyndon Johnson.  Historian Ron Chernow concludes that, “Grant deserves an honored place in American history, second only to Lincoln, for what he did for the freed slaves.”  

       Two more feathers in his cap:  Grant advocated for the humane treatment of Native Americans and in 1872, Grant signed the Yellowstone National Park Protection Act, making Yellowstone the nation’s first national park.  

       My next great President is the Rough Rider, Teddy Roosevelt.  He is often remembered as the first conservation minded President as he expanded the system of national parks and forests, but even greater accomplishments were in breaking up powerful business monopolies and standing up for the common worker.  

       Roosevelt was one of the most active and physically robust Presidents in history.  He had been elected Governor of New York with the aid of the state’s Republican political machine.  But once elected Roosevelt proved to be his own man, unwilling to follow the party line.  The party bosses decided to sideline him by offering him the position of Vice President under William McKinley.  As Vice President he would not have any real power, only ceremonial duties.  But McKinley was assassinated in 1901, and Roosevelt became the nation’s youngest President at the age of 42.

       Roosevelt shook up everything in Washington.  He stood up to the party bosses and became the “trust buster” as he took on the big business tycoons like J.P. Morgan and John D. Rockefeller. 

He also believed that America should enter the world stage as a major power.  “Speaking softly and carrying a big stick” he helped Panama secede from Colombia and started construction on the Panama Canal.  He led negotiations to end the Russo-Japanese War resulting in the Nobel Peace Prize for his efforts.  

       The first Roosevelt greatly expanded executive power.  T.R. explained that the President was a “steward of the people,” and should take whatever action was necessary for the public good unless forbidden by law or the Constitution.  

       The last name on my list is the other Roosevelt, FDR.  Franklin Delano Roosevelt started his Presidency at one of the darkest times in our nation’s history.  But he immediately changed the mood when he proclaimed that “we have nothing to fear, but fear itself.”  Our longest serving President led us out of the Great Depression and through the Second World War.  His “fireside chats” endeared him to common citizens who looked on him as a father figure. 

       Roosevelt and Winston Churchill were the right leaders at the right time to save the world from Fascism.  They believed in the four essential human freedoms:  freedom of speech and expression, freedom of religion, freedom from want, and freedom from fear.

I could name all of his accomplishments, but I have a very personal reason for naming FDR as one of my greatest Presidents.  My maternal grandparents were dirt poor and suffering greatly in the Depression.  But when FDR created the Tennessee Valley Authority (TVA) as part of the New Deal, my grandfather found a job to provide for his family.  Sadly, my mother lost both of her parents by the time she was 5, but she always spoke highly of FDR because he had given her father a job when he was in a desperate situation.  The TVA was a saving grace for her family.  FDR gave them hope.

       In addition to John Adams, I have four more Presidents in my “Honorable Mention” category.  James Madison was the Father or our Constitution and survived the War of 1812, often called, “Mr. Madison’s War.”  His wife, the vivacious Dolley from North Carolina, defined the role of First Lady with her social skills, decorating and entertaining at the Executive Mansion, promoting charitable causes, and is best known for heroically saving the Gilbert Stuart portrait of George Washington, barely escaping the invading British.  The elegant White House china purchased by Mrs. Madison is still used to this day.  

       Woodrow Wilson receives Honorable Mention.  His racist views have recently tarnished his image, but here was a man who believed in world peace.  He is still considered a hero in Geneva, Switzerland where one of the major hotels continues to bear his name.  

       I will also give an Honorable Mention to LBJ, Lyndon Baines Johnson.  He will forever be branded with Vietnam, but his Civil Rights record elevates him to great heights.  

       My final Honorable Mention goes to Ronald Reagan.  He made us proud to be Americans again.  He was instrumental in bringing down the Berlin Wall and he knew how to reach across the aisle to achieve bipartisan legislation.  

       I have one more President that I want to include.  If we had an award for the greatest former President, there would be no doubt it would go to Jimmy Carter.  No, he wasn’t the best President, but he may have been the best man to ever occupy the White House.  His moral integrity, his sense of righteousness and justice can never be questioned.  I think he understood the dynamics in the Middle East better than any other President.  

       And one final award:  the best First Lady.  Just as there is no question in my mind that Abraham Lincoln was the best President, Eleanor Roosevelt was the best First Lady.  Remarkable on many levels, she truly believed in liberty and justice for all. 

       John Adams spent the first night in what would later be known as the White House on November 1, 1800.  That night he picked up his pen and wrote a note to his wife, Abigail, who would arrive in Washington later that month.  He pronounced a benediction on the new house, praying that “none but honest and wise men shall ever rule under this roof.”

       For the most part, this has been true.  But some Presidents have risen high above the others and in my humble opinion, the ones I have named have been among the very best. 

The Big Lie

  

I found the Inauguration of Joe Biden and Kamala Harris to be an inspiring event.  The call for unity and reconciliation, the appeal to the better angels of our nature, and the sincere effort to reach across the aisle and focus on the great values we all share as Americans should speak to all of us, regardless of our political alliances.  Whichever way you voted in the election, you would be hard-pressed to find fault with what we all heard and saw on January 20. 

 

But it didn’t take long for the big lie to surface.  Not long after Kamala Harris was sworn in as the first female vice-president in our nation’s history, social media was buzzing with the accusation that she refused to place her hand on a Bible.  A picture clearly showed that there is an object between a large brown Bible and her hand. This plays into the myth that she is anti-religious and anti-church.  But none of that is true . . . it is part of the big lie.  

 

I know all about the big lie because I have experienced it firsthand.  In 1979, the year I graduated from seminary, a very well-organized group of Baptist fundamentalists started to take control of our national denomination.  In order to gain popular support for their movement, they had to create a common enemy.  Since most Baptists are good, decent people who love a fried chicken dinner, they had to come up with something big to make us look bad.  

 

They did, they came up with a big lie.  They claimed that there were many preachers, primarily coming out of the seminaries, who did not believe the Bible.  They were on a crusade to purge our denomination of these non-Bible believing preachers which included me.  

 

Now, for those friends of mine who are not Baptist, you have to understand a little about my people.  If there is one thing a Baptist loves more than fried chicken, it’s the Bible.  To say a Baptist doesn’t believe the Bible is like saying a fish doesn’t believe in water.  Indeed, one of the foundational truths of being Baptist is that our authority is the Bible itself.  

 

Because we believe that our authority is the Bible, we do not have an official creed, or interpretation of the Bible.  Therefore, we know that people may interpret different parts of the Bible in different ways.  But that’s okay, because we also have this belief called the “Priesthood of the Believer.”  Spiritual authority does not come from ecclesiastical hierarchy, but is found in every believer’s right to interpret the Bible as he or she feels led by the Spirit.  Even though we may disagree over a certain interpretation, we continue to respect each other as valued members of the family of faith.  

 

The biggest problem these people had was that they didn’t like the way many of us interpreted the Bible because it wasn’t the way they interpreted the Bible.  For example, I believe in absolute equality between men and women. They don’t.  I believe that God can call a woman into ministry, just as surely as he calls men. They have a different view.

 

We respected their right to differ, but they decided not to respect ours . . . so they created a big lie—that we did not believe the Bible.  The big lie served them well.  

 

In the 1980s I was serving on the Board of Directors for our Baptist State newspaper, the Biblical Recorder.  Denominational newspapers served a much larger role in the days before the internet and social media.  Because our state paper refuted the big lie and told the truth, we were constantly under attack by the fundamentalists.  

 

There was a Baptist pastor in Morganton who started printing a hate-filled, spiteful paper that was full of innuendos, baseless accusations, and falsehoods.  Its sole purpose was to perpetuate the big lie.  

 

We were preparing for our presentation at the annual state convention which would be attended by several thousand people.  The Board asked me if I would give a historical monologue and portray our paper’s founder, Thomas Meredith.  Meredith, in the early 19^th century, was fighting some of the same battles over ignorance and dogmatism that we were facing.  You probably recognize the name because Thomas Meredith was an advocate for the education of women, a truly revolutionary concept in his day.  That is where Meredith College gets its name. 

 

I carefully crafted the monologue to use as much of Thomas Meredith’s own words as possible.  The finished product was 85% verbatim Thomas Meredith.  I found a period costume that made me look the part, memorized the monologue, and practiced it so much that I started speaking in 19^th century English.  

 

The monologue was well received at the convention and many people told me how enlightening it was.  But it didn’t take long for the big lie to raise its ugly head.  When the paper from Morganton came out, my monologue was the lead story.  They accused the Biblical Recorder of hiring a professional actor to spew lies and disparage their cause.  

 

I guess I should have been flattered that they thought I was a professional actor.  I sent a letter to the editor of the paper demanding that they print a retraction so that people would know that I was true, certified, bona fide, card-carrying Baptist preacher, not an actor.  And as far as the content, they were hearing the very words of one of our Baptist founders.  

 

I never heard from the editor and there was never a retraction.  I was not surprised.  When you create a big lie you keep it alive; you never retreat.  You don’t want to challenge the big lie with the facts. All of this came back to me last week when I read the accusation that Kamala Harris refused to place her hand on the Bible.  

 

People have been operating under the big lie that the election was stolen.  Even though 86 different judges across the political spectrum and the US Supreme Court all rejected the baseless claims, people continue to hold on to the big lie that plays out in ways large and small. 

 

The “object” that was between the Vice President’s hand and the big brown Bible was actually another Bible.  The large Bible belonged to the late Thurgood Marshall, the first African-American justice of the Supreme Court and Harris’s political hero.  The smaller Bible belonged to a dear neighbor, Regina Shelton, who was like a second mother to her.  Harris told the story of going to church as a child with Mrs. Shelton and sitting beside her as she opened her Bible.  She said that it was in the pages of that Bible that she learned the stories of faith. It was in that Bible that she learned about love, about forgiveness, about faith, about righteousness and justice.  

 

If you hear that Kamala Harris refused to place her hand on the Bible, it is part of the big lie.  The truth is that she placed her hand on not one, but two Bibles.  And as far as Harris being anti-religious and anti-church.  Her mother was Hindu.  Her husband is Jewish.   And Kamala Harris is . . . a Baptist!   

 

And that is the truth!