I can see the image in my mind as
clearly as HD television. Mr. Gilbert,
our principal, standing at the door of Miss Price’s 4th grade class
with a somber look on his face. We knew
something was wrong.
“The president has been shot,” he told
us. That was it. We didn’t know anything more. I’m not sure what happened next, but it was
only a short time before Mr. Gilbert was back with the stunning news, “The
president is dead.”
We were taken into the school
auditorium where the school’s only television was showing images of Walter
Cronkite reporting in his shirtsleeves.
School was soon dismissed, although I don’t remember an
announcement. I do remember walking
home.
In my memory, which has been filtered
by a half-century of age, a car stopped and the driver said something to
me. My mind has reconstructed the memory
to a mysterious woman asking me if I knew about the president.
Last weekend we made a visit to Alabama to visit my
mother. We celebrated her birthday on Saturday
and it was good to be with her and see everyone in the family. I took two of my children by the old school
building that has since been converted into an Arts Center, and showed them
where my 4th grade class was located. There were numerous specials on television
about the Kennedy assassination. We were
talking about the assassination one night and I asked mother how she heard the
news.
“I heard the terrible news on
television,” she said. “I needed to go to the store and knew that you children
would be coming home soon, so I was driving to town when I saw you walking down
the street. I stopped and told you that
I would be back home in a few minutes.”
So that mysterious woman who had
become a stranger in my mind was actually my mother! Funny how the mind plays tricks on us.
But in a way it was telling. As a child, my mind was not preconditioned by
political bias. JFK was not very popular
in Alabama, primarily because of his stand on Civil Rights. But I wasn’t old enough to be political and
my parents didn’t discuss politics with us.
I was inspired by Kennedy. We
tried to imitate his Boston accent.
(Alabama boys speaking with a Boston accent!)
His words, “Ask not what your country
can do for you, . . .” resonated with me and stirred me as did Martin Luther
King’s lofty rhetoric. My world was
shattered on November 22, 1963. All the
adults had their own political bias, as I do now, but 50 years ago I was
innocent—until that fateful day.
The next summer my grandmother took me
to Washington, DC. We rode the train,
visited the monuments and memorials, saw the Declaration of Independence and
spent hours in the Smithsonian. We went
to see John Sparkman, the Alabama Senator from our hometown. We toured the White House.
My grandmother told me she would buy
me a souvenir. I looked and looked but
finally settled on a small bust of JFK.
I know it must have cost more that my grandmother had planned to spend. And I still remember the shop owner giving me
a lecture on the fact that “this is not a toy.
You don’t play with it. If you
drop it, it will break.”
He probably didn’t think I would get
home with it. Maybe my grandmother didn’t
either, but I did. In fact, it’s in my
office today. And when I look at it, I
remember November 22, 1963. That was the
day my world changed, and our nation has never been the same.